

It isn't goodbye,I know fully well that this will be a downward spiral. Hell, I'm begging for it! What a fun ride! A wild rollar coaster, so fast it pulls at my flesh until it tears off my skin. How do I put this in a way that won't breakIt isn't goodbye,
a heart or seven? It isn't that I want to die, or even that
I don't want to live. It's just that I am bored, and death sounds like a grand adventure, don't you think? How better to go than in a manic state where nothing can beat me? Not only a manic state, oh no, a
self inflicted mania, a power trip... while unsteady on my feet. Food? Slee


Scream.Just.... scream. SCREAM. Yell, scream, rip, tear. Burn, bubble, boil, break. Send it all away. Away. AWAY. Gone, forgotten, missing, lost. Hidden, deserted, dusty, rotton.Scream.
Dead!
Destroy it- destroy everything! Knives, swords, switchblades, razors! Bombs, grenades, EXPLOSIONS.
Pictures, reminders, memories, poems.
YOU.


Not quite broken?Ouch. I could swear that was the sound of my dignity shattering, but I thought I'd thrown that to the wind a long time ago. My pride? No, I gave that up in order to actually live a little, to have a few laughs. It couldn't have been my heart. I've got that tucked that away in a secret place, so no one can find it. What the hell did you break in me? It wasn't my spirit, I'm talking as fast as usual. It wasn't my mind, I've still got my own thoughts. What's broken? I killed my soul a while ago- all it was doing was holding me back. My bones still seem to be whole and well.Not quite broken?


True Love's ConfessionI should have told you, the moment that I met you, that I could fall head over heels for you.True Love's Confession
When we spent late nights talking about everything and nothing, I should have told you that I was attracted to you.
When you showed me your sensitive side, then hurriedly tried to cover it with a witty phrase, I should have told you that I was in awe of you.
When the rain was falling, so fast we couldn't see, I should have kissed you.
When the night was cold and you complained of it's bitterness, I should have held your hand.
When you smiled and my knees went weak, I should have told yo
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Baffling someone with bullshit is only fun if the person you can't dazzle with brilliance falls for it.
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Has it ever occured to you that I lie, not to be dishonest, but because the truth is boring?
thanks for all the love on my works, I am pleased you like them so.
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